This is a rant. I really am sorry that my whole blog has become a rant it makes me sound like such a bitter person but venting is somewhat helpful.
I am really sick of school. Isn't senior year supposed to be so easy and just fly by? Apparently not. I'm actually being a little overdramatic it's not that I have a lot of work, just absolutely no time to do it. And my life has become extremely repetitive for me every single week I do the exact same thing over and over again. I'll give you a recap of what I did last week...and the week before that and the week before that.
monday- school. homework.usually i just hang out at home and try to catch up on school workfor the rest of the night
tuesday-school. dance 4 till ten. homework. shower. sleep
wednesday-school.dance 4 till ten. homwork. shower. sleep
thursday-school.dance 4 till ten. homework. shower. sleep
friday-school. work 4 till 9. shower. maybe go out with friends afterwards?
saturday- dance eleven till two. this is my day off:)
sunday- work 7 to 3. shower. homework. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
I do this exact same thing every single week. I have no life. I dance 18 hours a week so I'm too tired to do anything else when I actually have free time so I just sleep or do homework that I never have time for. And the sad thing is I probably won't make dance my career so where is all of this going? Absolutely no where. Don't get me wrong I love dance more than anything but sometimes it just takes up so much of my life that I don't really see the point in it anymore. And then there are these whiny kids who are always like "I had (whatever sport they do) practice till seven last night and I'm so exhausted I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. Big deal when you were getting ready to go to sleep last night I was at the ballet barre sweating my ass off. Again sorry for this rant I don't even know how to be mean to people so I don't know how I wrote this but I apoligize if I sound really bitter. Well I'm off to work on physics! Good night journalism class.
About Me
- jilllarkin
- I love dance(obviously), I think I have a shopping addiction and I'll probably end up being one of those weird people on True Life who can't stop going to the mall but I think I'm just never going to get a credit card, and I really enjoy history textbooks and I don't know why.
3 comments:
yeah i am with you. it just seems like i have been doing the same thing now for the past couple of weeks.
school, then practice or meets, homework then sleep. it sucks. it goes on and on and on. i cant wait till break.
I feel so safe from college down in A wing. But I think that is because I am surrounded by many, many, ignorant kids.
I know how you feel Jill... my life as well has becoming extremely repetitive, and I'm really craving something new and exciting to greet me in the next few months--whether that be a person or an event who cares. A break down of my week...
Monday-School. 4-6:30 Practice guiar, homework. bed.
Tuesday- School. Eastman 4-6pm, homework, practice, bed.
Wednesday- School. Jazz Ensamble 4-6, homework, practice bed.
Thursday-School, homework. Work (guitar lessons) 6:30-8:15, practice bed.
Friday- home, relax, go out!
Saturday- Eastman 10 am-2pm, pracitce, go outttt.
Sunday- My day off! (sort of) besdies homework.
As you can see, I think all of us fall into this very repetive pattern in life...
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